fml. again? i don't do things by halves, do i!

Happy 89th Birthday. I hope you're having a good time up there, if you were right about it existing. I hope you found your sweetheart again. I love you.

I sometimes, no, I always wish you were still here. You always knew just what to say and when to say it, when I needed a plain old hug or whether I needed advice. You always knew. I could do with you right now, if I'm honest. I miss our Friday nights in, with our naughty trip to the sweet shop, and us watching Morse and South Park - Our idea of a compromise. & our Saturdays to town, or even just the corner shop and watching films if you were having a bad day. You're still the only person mad enough to let me watch The Sound of Music with you! I really, really miss everything about you. I always will. I just hope you've found a place with your sweetheart where there's no aches or pain. I can't believe it's been three years already. Time flies, I guess.

I hope you, my Granddad & my Grandpa are all looking down on us, if you were right, or atleast looking out for us in your own way. We could all do with an angel on our shoulder at times, and I'm lucky enough to have three.

i have no fight left in me whatsoever.
i'm clearly a mug where that one is concerned.